Your eyes are fixed, your smile is so elastic

you should look up the dictionary and check what ORCHESTRA means.

2009-12-23T04:26:54Z

An orchestra (100 players) is an instrumental ensemble,
usually fairly large with string, brass, woodwind sections, and almost always a percussion section as well.

i promise, i won't catch you if you fall

2009-12-21T08:47:13Z

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know i've got to let it go...
And just enjoy the show

Alrights, I have decided to write in a different manner. A more 'rebel' manner so to speak. So don't mind my language.

Finally getting out after a week. thank god. been missing out lately with my church peeps and nuts but definitely not the
band gang. Anyways, life has been pretty much not a bitch. Everything has been good. Thank goodness once again. I
have not breathed fresh air since last wednesday, now how the hell did I survive that. Well I did.

Pshh posh that topic. School starts in two weeks. WOW?! I am so not prepared. WHO IS?! oh wait, some certain people
who just loves to act smart and they always go on saying ohhh i didn't study really, blah blah blah that kind of shit. So,
I really want to return to school a different person. I think I am already half way there. Different hair, different attitude
(to certain people), different things. I guess those who stood by me till now won't feel much of a difference. Well cause
they stood by me DUH.

I've been thinking, I want to try something new. Hmmm how about some dance lessons clare? I know drums is a must
after o's. Any suggestions?

deadscenes @ 2009-12-15T20:37:00

2009-12-15T12:37:35Z

By the way, you guys should read Mummy Knew. It's the best book you can ever read (:

the memories turn to dust

2009-12-13T15:24:16Z

but where exactly is she?

the way I loved you

2009-12-13T09:43:29Z

Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know,
Maybe I'll leave and
laugh about it someday

But not today, no
Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
with someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Letting you go is
making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make
believe it doesn't hurt

But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My toung is tied and my
whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need

And it might be wonderful, yeah
It might be magical, uh oh
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
with someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Like a first love,
the one and only true love
wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
I loved you like you loved me [Oh]
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced

And it was be wonderful,
It was magical,
It was everything I've waited for,
A miracle
And if I should ever fall in love again
with someone new
Oh, It could never be the way
No, It will never be the way
I loved you

deadscenes @ 2009-12-10T19:34:00

2009-12-10T11:34:44Z

So Perth was a good trip I guess. Went to loads of places and we stayed at different places every two days. First was Como then Pembenton (sp?) then Albany then back to Como. We literally drove from the west to the south of Australia. So I guess I will bullet point what I can remember.

The playgrounds in McDonalds,Hungry Jacks and Red Rooster in Australia are THE best.
NANDO'S is a definite must try
Horse riding was pretty easy and it was awesome. Except for the fact it kind of bruised my butt.
We drove for 8+ hours to Pembenton (sp?). There we stayed in the woods in a really nice cottage. The fire place was just cool.
Oh, we also did row boating there.
OKAY HABOURTOWN IS THE AWESOMEST PLACE EVER.
On our way to Albany we stopped for some Hitchhiker. Lol we ended up not taking him. He was cooool.
We stopped by the Valley of The Giants HOLY COW THE TREES WERE HUGE. The tree top walk was awesome.
Bought presents for people but I LOST THE BAG :/ But I only kept Tessa's one so that is the only one i have :)
Bought Bracelets and anklets and many others.
If you go to Albany THE SQUID SHACK is a MUST MUST!
I officially love the shops Jay Jays and Bunnings. :)
I HAD THE MOST WONDERFUL DREAMS WHILE IN PERTH TOO.

What else? Hmmmmm.

OH THE GAP AND THE NATURAL BRIDGE IS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER.
The 12 ginormous windmills at the windfarm too.

What else? Hmmmmm.

da da da

2009-12-08T08:46:46Z

ahhh, i love the smell of my computer (:

i know i said no more depressing posts but what the heck

2009-11-26T05:20:44Z

Can you tell me,
how I fell so far behind?
From the bottom of your heart.
To the back of your mind.

When I went back to band, I really thought that things would be finally complete and the same again. I would start hanging out with my section and my band peeps again. Well, I guess things don't exactly turn out the way you expected. Back in my mind I was actually expecting it. This feeling was just impossible to shake off. Anyways, ever since I went back to band I have been feeling nothing. Is that bad? Ever band practice is the same for me. I walk in, set up my sax, sit down, stone until practice starts, stone during breaks, pack up when practice ends, walk out. I see everybody else hanging out with their friends or section and I start to wonder what has happened? Honestly I am thankful for my juniors. They kind of make me feel at "home" in the section.

I really didn't want to go for band camp especially with JW gone. Don't know why but I just had this feeling inside of me. The urge to quit band. Then I thought, that's impossible. I needed band for CCA points plus I used to love it and I just could not see myself in another CCA. Yeah.

So Faith, Hope and Love is in 2 days. I can't believe it.. Hmmm and I only went back to band at the end of June?? Not bad eh? Anyways, I am leaving for Perth straight after the concert and I won't be back till the 9th of December. So till then.

Ba Mush

PS. I have loads more to write.

You're Not Sorry

2009-11-15T09:43:01Z

“You never get a second chance to make a first impression”

Arts Jam was a blast, lol I know right? Turns out I won third prize for the photography competition.
Yahooooo, $70 shopping vouchers. Hi Kate Spade. Hi Vans. Hi Animal.

So today was officially the last cat class EVER, thought I would be happy but I am not! Why!!
Well one of the reasons is because of _____ and Group 3! HAHA, ubber excited for our BBQ next
Monday and the our Sec 3 party this sunday. TESSA, LAST CHANCE ;) Anyways, after class , Greg, Joshua, Tessa and I
walked to the park. Greg told me the most amazing thing ever!! I literally felt like flying. Thanks (:

Maths tomorrow again, gosh I love ~~A Math~~s so much but I can't do it :/ Auditions on Tuesday. Can I say Die or what.

Lols, anyways, Ba Mush

What If I Love You?

2009-11-11T10:06:59Z

Where others walk, we like to fly.

So, I got confirmed last Saturday. I must say that the experience is definitely something I would want to do again.
Thanks to all those that came (: Really appreciated it.

Gosh, so many things to do yet so little time.

Ba Mush.

wow, I didn't know you were so girly?

2009-11-06T13:23:19Z

I had to go all the way around just to figure
out how to get back where I started from.

WHATS COOKING?????????????

Today was the last day of work at Riaz. Lol, it was super awesome especially at court. Anyways, my boss is THE funniest lawyer/boos you can EVER have. His girls/staff were the best too except for one or two :P. I learnt loads of new and I made a record of wearing heels for 5 days straight :O HAHA no blisters.

:/ confirmation tomorrow, okay okay would really love to chat but right now time is SO not on my side.

xoxo N

teenage dreams in a teenage circus

2009-10-29T10:41:13Z

I'm not coming back. I'm closing the door and this time it is for real.

What's cooking people? Yikes, tomorrow is the last day of school for 2009! Gosh, it feels like only yesterday I went back to school.
Anyways, I will still have to go back for lessons.

Oh did you hear? I AM PROMOTED! Mwahahhahaaha I am so shocked. Seriously, I thought I would not make it.
Anyways, went down to Raffles Place to get clothes for next week's job :P Bought two pair of (sort of) heels. One for
confirmation(WHICH IS NEXT WEEK) and one for the job. Heck, I am kind of excited. Are you???

Hmmm, past week was fun I guess. Mafia during free period was the best so far. Thanks QY (:

So, church retreat on Saturday and Sunday. ARGH, I am missing my Trick or Treat and Halloween! K, save some sweets for me!
Anyways, confirmation is in one week and I am thinking am I ready? Should I be thinking that? Hmmm. God, help.

Alrighty, short post for today.

xo,N

seeing is believing

2009-10-22T07:21:55Z

Gossip Girl: There are songs that make us want to dance, songs that make us want to sing along.

Why are we growing further apart?
Are you mad at me? Upset with me?
I will never know because you will never tell me.

PS. When did the extras join the scene?

five colors ain't enough honey

2009-10-21T03:38:44Z

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH I AM SO GETTING BLUE STREAKS IN MY HAIR.

I Promise You

2009-10-21T00:51:05Z

When you walk in the room, when you're near
I feel my heart skip a beat
The whole world disappears
And there's just you and me
Falling head over feet
Let's take a chance together

20 October 2009
Happy Birthday Daddy (: Biology paper was finally over. Tessa and Crystal came over to have a movie marathon. Lol we went to Video King and wanted to borrow Zohan and The House Bunny but they were all sold out. HAHA and all the shows they wanted I downloaded it. Anyways, we ended up borrowing The Hottie and The Nottie. Came home and downloaded The House Bunny. Hmmmm I must say those two shows are not that bad. In fact its quite good and funny. Lol kudos to Paris Hilton in The Hottie and The Nottie.

NY Philharmonic was amazing. Lol I think my dad was super happy plus it was Beethoven night :)

21 October 2009
Yosh, supposed to go to Clare's house but I need to keep my lonely brother company ): Lol I guess I am tired too. Slept at 2 cause I was watching Momo Love :P

Alrighty, I am off to catch up on my shows (:

Ba Mush.

planet earth moves slowly

2009-10-17T10:48:24Z

Tuesday come quick!

My sister has her friends over watching GG. TEMPTING!!!! Heh, a half an hour break won't kill?

you wanted all

2009-10-16T06:07:17Z

HEY BIO PEOPLE!
LETS PRETEND WE DON'T HAVE BIO NEXT TUESDAY AND PRETEND OUR EXAM IS OVER SO THAT WE CAN SAY ITS OVER( x2464246).

( You have succeeded in life when all you really want is only what you really need. -Vernon Howard )

So, I have biology paper to go then its officially over. I have really tried my best for this End of Year exam and whatever the outcome is
I will embrace it like what a responsible person will do! Anyways, I want to go have lunch with Qis and Phyllis. YOU HEARD ME DEAR GIRLS?!!?!?!?!?. (: HEH.

Confirmation is coming!!! I seriously hope we don't sit by our first name. -.- Can you guess why? Hmmmph. After confirmation would be
the band concert. Lol did I mention i have to leave from CJC cause my flight is at 1am! Haha i will be in such a rush.

Can't wait for the New York Philharmonic Wind next tuesday (: It's also Dad's birthday... Hmmm.

Movies/Shows I need to catch up on or watch next tuesday
-G.I Joe
-Ghost of Girlfriends Past
-Star Trek
-The Proposal
-9
-G Force(???)
-Jonas
...........

BIO NOW ):

deadscenes @ 2009-10-04T00:11:00

2009-10-03T16:11:45Z

Thanks for all the birthday wishes!

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spiral stairs

2009-10-02T09:52:00Z

Since we are being brutally honest,
you were the only mistake I had the pleasure making.

Been a long time since I last posted. So how has everyone been? Good I hope. Exams are coming and I can feel the stress. Last year was such a breeze for me in a way. I never had to worry for school or EoYs for that matter. I actually miss the slack I had last year. Weird huh? Exactly one year ago, I was just discharged from the hospital after a two week stay. Lol I blame the shingles I had on the original day I was suppose
to be discharged. Anyways, it's time to face reality.

End of years is starting next Friday. Nobody can imagine how worried and afraid I am. Every thinks that my life is so placid but they have no idea how wrong they are. I really need to promoted to Sec 4.

Prayers and Knowledge my dear girl.

Ba Mush till the exams are over.

deadscenes @ 2009-09-29T16:13:00

2009-09-29T08:13:20Z

Exams are coming. Can you feel the pressure??? Heck so many things to do and say but no time. After the exams then :)

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deadscenes @ 2009-09-21T23:42:00

2009-09-21T15:42:49Z

I owe Phyllis and Qis replies!!!!

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Li(n)es

2009-09-18T07:58:12Z

Avril and Derick are no more??

fast enemy</>I

2009-09-16T08:47:49Z

Coming up!
Friday: Esplanade with Jie, Augustine, Ian and Godma!

Saturday: Ion with QIS! Hopefully we can eat together yeah!

Sunday: Clare's confirmation! Meeting up with M, D and L then surprise!

Monday: QIS again!

Must start on work now :)

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deadscenes @ 2009-09-14T23:24:00

2009-09-14T15:24:20Z

Hey peeps, will try to update ASAP. Have not had the time. :( Yeah..

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XOXO, Gossip girl

2009-09-04T14:52:40Z

Nelly: What would high school be without hierarchy?
Jenny: Bearable? A nice place to spend time?
Blair: Ladies, I thought we were matching our headbands under our caps.

I seem to be posting every friday. Lol?

Monday: Teachers Day Celebration. Haha, the performance was kind of boring. Except for the 'Awards Ceremony' and the House Captains Dance. Haha, anyways during recess we went round to give the teachers their presents. Lol I couldn't find some of them so I left it in their
pigeon hole :p OOPS. After that it was supposed to be our class party but Ms Chong DIDN'T COME UP. Pft! She only came up when lessons
started but we started talking to her to stall time so in the end we didn't have maths :) After that it was like Bio -.- Geez none of us were in the mood to study. Turn your heads around, everybody was practically sleeping. I kid you not.

Tuesday: Lol, Happy Teachers Day? I completely forgot.. Anyways, met the Nuts at orchard and we shopped around for shoes and heels for confirmation -.- Lol after that we came back to my place for Tennis and Chips (: HEHE.

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Wednesday and Thursday: Lol nothing really happened.

Today: WOOOOOT LAST DAY OF TERM 3. Ms Nandar called 3/4 communist today! AH. Mean much? Anyways, after school met my sister at Orchard and we walked around before going for dental. EEEEK, these molar rings are going to give me ulcers! Lol I don't remember them feeling this weird and bad. Haha. Had dinner with Qis,Li,Ying and Kelly. Lol it was okay. Kind of missed these kind of dinners.

GAHHHH Band and SFX Fun(d)fair tomorrow. Going to be a tired day! Have to rush to church after band immediately ): MANNN.

I FEEEEEL LIKE WATCHING GG! I shall do just that. (: